This is 4 'U'

People thinks that I m silly, To hold on something not so worthy. They even think it's a pity, That I wouldn't face the reality. It's the feeling that I'm seeking, If I deny my true feelings, Then its me myself tat i'm cheating. Hence, I keep on waiting... Its true she once hurt me deep, But she too gave me the love I need.. So I won't admit my defeat, Stand up,n dance with the music to the beat. Yet day after days, months after months, Time passes, just in a wink, She was mine, only in dreams...

This is 4 'U'

i've already done my best,
but my hopes begin getting less,
my heart stil can't get to its little nest,
so tired,i tink,it badly needs a rest...

why is my love still in a mess?
i always tot, God's giving me a test.
but the tests seems never end,
breaking the heart more, yet to mend..

my life's meant to b like tis, i guess..
though breathing yet lifeless, so depress!!
all i wish,is she'll confess,
whether she loves n misses me......
as much as i'd always stressed...

hmm..are the lovely messages sent
what she really meant???
why then,since the day away Love went
its till not back to get my heart tended???

This is 4 'U'

In the middle of the night I heard myself shout, It was my heart coz my mouth was shut. My heart bled when u told me I'm sorry, That we were incompatible just that I wasn't wary. I had to try to end this feeling, But my heart protested by all its bleeding. I need your love to keep me breathing, Without your love I dun feel like a living... I want to know why, u wanted to leave so abruptly, Decided to follow up behind ur steps secretly.. There, I saw you giving your heart away, And crushed my heart along the way. As time passes, the heart is healed.. But scars remain hard to conceal. Kisses n hugs can only be reviewed, By the memories that's left so few...

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